The Life of a Diva
Finally arrived at Starbucks and let me say my heart started beating so fast, I swear I thought I was gonna trip over my feet with my clumsy goofy ass... y’all don’t be laughing at me now
Part 1
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JAEVION: Damn she’s gorgeous Hey chula!
PIXXIE: Hola hermoso!
JAEVION: I just wanted to say I’m sorry about last time for showing up unannounced but thanks for meeting with me today. I know ur a busy woman so I appreciate u taking this time for us.
PIXXIE: Aww u don’t need to apologize at all it was good seeing u even if it was just a brief moment. I’m the one that’s sorry I was called away to a meeting.
We walk inside Starbucks, can’t deny he still a charmer. He pulls out my chair for me to sit, bish! He my damn butterflies fluttering their wings all up in my tummy
PIXXIE: Wtf, is he wearing? Is to damn hot for a damn sweater, his ass about to be a melted fudge stick under all those damn layers. Da fuck!
JAEVION: Laughs, damn she’s sexy, love a woman with humor I’m glad u still got your sense of humor.
PIXXIE: And clumsy & goofy I laugh a little
JAEVION: That’s sexy tho I stare into her eyes, can’t help myself
PIXXIE: Damn the way he looks at me got me all nervous. Bish get a hold of yourself Well thank u I’m glad u think so.
The barista comes takes our orders n walks away, 5 minutes later she comes back with our coffee.
JAEVION: So how you been besides working a lot and being in the eye of the Paparazzi?
Well shit, that went left
PIXXIE: Ah... Yeah, u saw that huh?!
JAEVION: Kind of hard not, but I pay them no mind tho.
PIXXIE: Neither do I, I just keep doing me, with our careers, the papz will always be in the eye of things.
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JAEVION: I hear you and agree whole hearted.
PIXXIE: So how you been? Haven't heard from you since the last time we saw each other at the Spring Fest.
JAEVION: Just working, traveling, spending time with family.
PIXXIE: That's nice, I'm happy for you. Slight smile presses my lips So I guess to busy to shoot me a text huh?
JAEVION: Smirks I knew that was coming.
PIXXIE: Is only fair to ask, u just disappeared and I didn't hear from you in 3 months, I thought someone cuffed your ass.
JAEVION: Laughs From how cozy u been in them pics I'd say u the one that has been cuffed or am I wrong?
PIXXIE: I wasn't laughing & I got serious Mhmm, I see... U enjoy your coffee Mr. Hinds.
I walked out the coffee shop & started to walk towards my car, Jae got up and ran after me grabbing my hand and pulling me into him. I know I may have no right to come out like I did, but I thought we was on the same page then his ass leaves n now he pops in complicating everything.
JAEVION: PIXX!! WAIT!!
PIXXIE: After 3 months, Why?! Was the point of this? What games are u playing at Jae?
JAEVION: Just stop! Baby let me get a word in.
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My heart was racing so fast I was so mad at him for leaving n not one word from him in 3 months. I’m like I know what we talked about n agreed on but still no a one simple hello or how are u or I’m thinking of u. Like dammit something that shows I’m in his thoughts at least.He looks into my eyes and I swear those crystal blue eyes suck me in every time.. He moves closer and whispers in my ear.
JAEVION: I'm sorry but I have to taste them lips again.
He pushes his lips against mine, my heart just wanted to burst out my chest. I swear I thought these feelings had escaped me, guess I was wrong. Thoughts of King move across my mind and I pull away from his lips.
PIXXIE: I can't do this!
JAEVION: Why? We both feeling each other, even after being apart 3 months.
PIXXIE: And who's fault was that huh?!
JAEVION: Sighs I know is all mine but damn u could have reached out too
PIXXIE: Ur right, I could have but if I did I knew I was going down that road and there was no return once I did, so I just focused on work & hoped u reached out, at least showing me, that I'm not alone in this, but u didn't. So I did the only thing I'm good at and that was to move on.
JAEVION: Yeah into his arms!
His words stung no denying that, I took a step back and looked into his eyes at the point of tears.
PIXXIE: You know your being unfair and maybe we both are at this point but last I checked I was & still am Single . But I kept it real with the both of you from the beginning, it shouldn't be a surprise to you. I wasn't fucking him back then if that's what your thinking, I was just talking to him as friends nothing serious. But with u it was different n then u left n time past, I waited but nothing n maybe we both should have reached out but we didn't n there's no changing that.
JAEVION: So what are u saying, your getting serious about this guy?! Shit hurt no denying that & she's right, I should have reached out, shit, we both should have
PIXXIE: All I'm saying is I'm feeling him but I'm also feeling u & shit is complicated because I thought my feelings for u faded away but the moment u came back, I realized they never did & now I don't know what to do.
JAEVION: Sighs I was an idiot for leaving & I'm sorry that my actions pushed u into his arms. But I'm not giving up on you & whatever this is...
He moves closer and kisses my for heard gently and walks away, my heart drops & I'm left more confused than ever...
Guys, wtf am I gonna do?
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